It's always been you.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
You make me smile, but my heart still belongs to him.
It sucks that im still standing here, choosing someone who wont be happy with me.
SOMEDAY? I hope so.
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Friday night beneath the stars. She use to smile with a fake one, but now I know she does it with a broken one.     Better of with him but Im much better with my family, friends and most especially God. Im a God-Fearing girl and has put a lot of faith to the one who created me. Family is also what I treasure most and I can't survive a day without my friends. They are the reason who keeps me fighting for what i believe in and still dealing with the good and bad cirsumstances of my life. Can't live with out my ballpens, marker, pentel pens and my notebooks. This is were I express my happiest and saddest moments in my life. Can't live without music hearing from my Ipod or texting some thru my phone. Chocolates and Ice Creams are my drugs and a day without it is like a day without a water in my mouth. Doing well. Yes, with my status with my parents Im doing well. Bowling? Yes, I won couple of tournaments. Friends? Uber-Yes. Im having the wackiest and most unpredictable days with them. Love? uhm. Don't even mention about it. Im not doing it oh so well. Emotionally Unavailable. For a minute there I lost myself. Maybe I just keep putting my faith in the wrong people,in the end they always turn out to be who they said they would never be. I'm not sorry I took you back. I'm not sorry it's over. I'm not sorry. Facebook: Green Muncher | I love facebook! Together with my friends, we play the most coolest games their. There is Friends for sale, Pet society, Restuarant City and especially FARMVILLE! Yes, Im getting addicted to it. I love facebook more than friendster because of its applications and stuff! Green is my favorite color. Even in my usernames i usually use Green Machine, Green Muncher, Greentoenails! I love everything that is connected with green. Even my school's color is GREEN! :) Even my girlfriends calls me the most green minded girls ever that they have met but take note, only my mind is green not how I act! haha. Hate those COPY CATS & A-HOLES! I WILL EAT YOU ONE BY ONE AND PUKE YOU ALL IN THE GARBAGE BIN. And you, yes you. YOU'RE SO FULL OF SHIT. Stop fucking around. You disgust me. I wanna learn how to play that freaking guitar! Yes it's my number one frustration. Though I have my own guitar here stuck in my room, still i dont know how to use it. Spare me, laugh at me. Loser me! Just tell me why you are here? I dont even know what you're doing. You're making me smile everyday though I know it's not only me. You like me, You love her and it sucks coz I can't do something about it. Just tell me please, would this take a long time? Karma is my biggest fear. Yes, I believe on it. What comes up must go down? Love? for me? I really dont know. but when Im experiencing this kind of emotion, things just turns out fine even you know its wrong or it's bad you wouldn't care at all as long as you like what's happening. Just like right now. We know it's wrong, unfair and bad but we still keep on doing it. Milk shake is one of moswt disgusting drinks i ever tasted. I dont know what's up with my taste bud but I hate how it turns my appetite down. Niqui -- That's my nickname. Unique isn't it? came from the last 5 letters of my "Dominique" and changed "e" to "i". Opptimistic. Yes, Im a very opptimistic and people knows how opptimistic I am. Even people are loosing faith, Im still the one fights eventhough I know it's to let go. Party like a rockstar. Yes, i party like it's my last time. Being intoxxciated and overjoyed is my trademark when there are lots of beers and shots! Drink to that! Quitter? Na-uh. Im not and Im surely confident with that. Eventhough it kills me to give up, sorry but I dont. Period. Atleast, If ever i loose it was all worth it. Rain. I could still remember that night, when we sieged and soaked ourselves under the strenuous rain. Neither of us had something to cover our heads. We were skeptic yet we held our hands and walked together. It drizzled at first and then came the heavy downpour. We were walking side by side; cars were passing by and people were probably laughing at how stupid we were for wanting to get sick, but we didn’t care. All we knew is that I had you and you had me. Single Ladies - Yes, I know I always have your backs no matter how fucked up things may be. You know when the time comes that everyrhing changes but still i have these girls at my back. You know when things aren't right but they were there to cheer you up. Yes, that's us and that's my girlfriends. Those roadtrips that we had can never be replaced by some silly old issues. Coz girls just wanna have some fu-UHN! Unbelievable. Yes, you. You are so Unbelievable. I can;t imagine myself fall inloved with you. I there is one thing that I regret in my life, it's sharing it with you for 8 months! :| Vulnerable. There are times that I'm like this. Im sorry. I know, I'm weird. When things are bound to end, all you got to do is to accept it. Everything happens for a reason and that is one of the things that i always keep in my mind and it makes me a stronger person! X - I can't something about it but can I share soemthing? I've been doing this profile page of mine for 4 hours! haha. Beat that! :P You belong with me -- Song for You. Yes You. You know who you are. Zzzz - is it a sound of a bee? hahaha. Non sense! :P All good things come to an end. ♥
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but youre already on your way. KARLA; AYYIENNE; TANCHI; POSH; Friends: Alyanna; Ivy; Ate Karen; Bianca; Clara; Dana; Mika; Mimi; Reanne; Jennie; Karen; Ikat; Joane; Mia; Ram; Megan; Je 't aime; Jam; Maan; Xty; Lyra; Ella; Rose; Gabe; Camille; Cutreenuh; Zee; Kateriina; Clarisse; Raiza; Raizel; Cham; Pamela; Joshua; Link Exchanges: abby; andrea; anne; annextiane; ate daryll; audrey; bianca; ceejae; cha; colleen; dana; frances; gyk; hennie; lyra; manelie; marrien; mimi; mina; nikka; nikki d.; nikki s.; patti; paula; paw; pot; sarah; spence; tatie; xty; yvan; kyutie; They cried. Photographer kuno! Goodbye Stalker! it's 1:55 am and still Im up.I cant sleep, Im just... am i being EMO?I dont think so. Im sad. When Im sa... Im weak. It's true.I thought I was strong, but i w... FINALS! Yesterday. "You're not weak. You're just inlove. That's all."... Here i go again. FACEBOOK | MULTIPLY | FRIENDSTER It's always been you.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 You make me smile, but my heart still belongs to him. It sucks that im still standing here, choosing someone who wont be happy with me. SOMEDAY? I hope so.
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