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Sunday, August 17, 2008
What just happened yesterday and i didn't got the chance to write in my blog? :)) YAHH, I was busy. I wrote only some but not exactly what happened to me. It started when I had a breakfast with my dad and some of my realtives in tagaytay. Yah, My mom is not around because she had work. So, after the suuuupeeerrrr YUMMY breakfast, we went to Carmona, in my cousins place because its FIESTA over there, we had our lunch there and stayed for some chit chat and watsoever! Then after that around 2:00pm we went home na, It was really a long trip. I listened to my Ipod and fate was playing with me again. First song, BOUT IT. hmmmm, it was a party song! So, i was like singing and singing and singing. then next song, "First time for Everything" It was like a song about a guy who finally moved on though its really pretty hard for him, so it made me realize that I should move on with my life with or without him. I smiled pa, like everything is okey. Like it's so easy for me though its never been hard like before. So, I said to myself "Kaya to" then the next song was "Love the way" SEE? Is fate really playing with me again. Memories started to take place, i remember the days when we were still together, holding hands and i feel like not letting go of him, hugging him so tight because i wouldn't see him during weekends. Those memories that really made me sigh and said to myself, "shit, Im not yet ready to let go." GAH! Im still hoping, unless he's the one that will formaly let me go, said to me in person that it's really over. Im scared that day will come and look who's not ready. geeeesh, enough muna. I dont want to cry :( so after the Roooooadtripp with my Family, we stayed @ Marden's Coffen Shop and it was really nice. It was my first time to go their and it was really cooooool and it's near! Bagong tambayan ko na yun pag may WiFi na! Sabi nila, they'll have it :) Anyways, after having their yummy "Devil's Food" we really went home. I'm starting not to feel well, then i got Online but I fell asleep then when i woke up, my mom is already here and said that I'm sick. Nilalagnat daw ako! I said, no it cant be, I still have panoram jamfest at night and it's Ordev-A accredited! Pinayagan ako, kasi i said it's super kailangan then on the other side MICHELLE is mad at me. I should go with them @ San Miguel by the bay last night but because of the plan that Im going to Panorama Jamfest, I didn't got the chance to go with them. She said that, i can have the ticket then let it sign somewhere just to have an accreditation for my ordev. I said, sayang naman ung binayaran ko and I wanna see what's the Jamfest all about and I want to Andi9 also. Then she said to me "Is that what you really want to see? or him? You know he doesn't love you anymore but you're still sticking yourself to him. Wake Up girl, this is reality calling you. No more dreams and Hopes! It will just break you more. Why cant you just accept that it's GAME OVER. He's done playing but you're still playing? It's like playing with a person then suddenly quits, then you still manage to continue what he left behind." GRABE! Ang sakit. SUPER, i was like "Shit! that's not the fucking reason behind why i went to that concert. Yah, I want to see him ofcourse but not like that." I said, If a friend can say that to me, I better be not frirnds with her anymore. I should have choooose good friends before. I thought she will understand me but not. Thanks!  a picture taken @ the jamfest :) this is one of my favorite shot. i love it. more pictures from the jamfest here. So after the Jamfest, we went home. Then i took a taxi and saw my bestfriend's car @ Macapagal. I went down and stayed for a while. I was really amazed how they play this Drag Racing. I saw him race pa, but i saw some of his friends were drinking and i said to him "Please, dont drink. Mag drive ka pa pauwi. ihahatid mo pa ako diba?" Then he said, "lakas mo tlaga sakin" :) HAHA. I missed this kumag, he said to me. Ganto na lang ba ako, magpapakita pag broken hearted. Then we laughed lang! :)) I made kwento and stuff and he got angry because i dont take good care of myself daw. I always let people do that to me. He feels sorry for me, for what is happening to me. I felt saved for a while when i was with him. When we bid our goodbyes before i left his car he said to me. "Nandito naman ako palagi eh, ikaw lang tong nawawala. Wag mo masyadong itago sa sarili mo yang mga problema mo. Alam mo namang ayaw kitang nalulungkot. Please lang, wag mo hayaang gawin ng iba yan sayo." Then I said, Thanks Bes. I miss you. It was really a relief talking to someone that can make you smile at the end of the day. I tought it will really end up SAD. But, somehow. SOMEHOW. somehow, someone made me smile kahit for seconds lang basta its true thats all that matters.
imonlymewhenimwithyou.
She use to smile with a fake one,
but now I know she does it with a broken one.
   
Apparently I'm a typical girl who has a lot of teenage angst and drama. Seventeen and loving my last few months of being an illegal age. Later on, I'll be having my Non-Pro Liscense and driving w/o liscense no more!
Better of with him but Im much better with my family, friends and most especially God. Im a God-Fearing girl and has put a lot of faith to the one who created me. Family is also what I treasure most and I can't survive a day without my friends. They are the reason who keeps me fighting for what i believe in and still dealing with the good and bad cirsumstances of my life.
Can't live with out my ballpens, marker, pentel pens and my notebooks. This is were I express my happiest and saddest moments in my life. Can't live without music hearing from my Ipod or texting some thru my phone. Chocolates and Ice Creams are my drugs and a day without it is like a day without a water in my mouth.
Doing well. Yes, with my status with my parents Im doing well. Bowling? Yes, I won couple of tournaments. Friends? Uber-Yes. Im having the wackiest and most unpredictable days with them. Love? uhm. Don't even mention about it. Im not doing it oh so well.
Emotionally Unavailable. For a minute there I lost myself. Maybe I just keep putting my faith in the wrong people,in the end they always turn out to be who they said they would never be. I'm not sorry I took you back. I'm not sorry it's over. I'm not sorry.
Facebook: Green Muncher | I love facebook! Together with my friends, we play the most coolest games their. There is Friends for sale, Pet society, Restuarant City and especially FARMVILLE! Yes, Im getting addicted to it. I love facebook more than friendster because of its applications and stuff!
Green is my favorite color. Even in my usernames i usually use Green Machine, Green Muncher, Greentoenails! I love everything that is connected with green. Even my school's color is GREEN! :) Even my girlfriends calls me the most green minded girls ever that they have met but take note, only my mind is green not how I act! haha.
Hate those COPY CATS & A-HOLES! I WILL EAT YOU ONE BY ONE AND PUKE YOU ALL IN THE GARBAGE BIN. And you, yes you. YOU'RE SO FULL OF SHIT. Stop fucking around. You disgust me.
I wanna learn how to play that freaking guitar! Yes it's my number one frustration. Though I have my own guitar here stuck in my room, still i dont know how to use it. Spare me, laugh at me. Loser me!
Just tell me why you are here? I dont even know what you're doing. You're making me smile everyday though I know it's not only me. You like me, You love her and it sucks coz I can't do something about it. Just tell me please, would this take a long time?
Karma is my biggest fear. Yes, I believe on it. What comes up must go down?
Love? for me? I really dont know. but when Im experiencing this kind of emotion, things just turns out fine even you know its wrong or it's bad you wouldn't care at all as long as you like what's happening. Just like right now. We know it's wrong, unfair and bad but we still keep on doing it.
Milk shake is one of moswt disgusting drinks i ever tasted. I dont know what's up with my taste bud but I hate how it turns my appetite down.
Niqui -- That's my nickname. Unique isn't it? came from the last 5 letters of my "Dominique" and changed "e" to "i".
Opptimistic. Yes, Im a very opptimistic and people knows how opptimistic I am. Even people are loosing faith, Im still the one fights eventhough I know it's to let go.
Party like a rockstar. Yes, i party like it's my last time. Being intoxxciated and overjoyed is my trademark when there are lots of beers and shots! Drink to that!
Quitter? Na-uh. Im not and Im surely confident with that. Eventhough it kills me to give up, sorry but I dont. Period. Atleast, If ever i loose it was all worth it.
Rain. I could still remember that night, when we sieged and soaked ourselves under the strenuous rain. Neither of us had something to cover our heads. We were skeptic yet we held our hands and walked together. It drizzled at first and then came the heavy downpour. We were walking side by side; cars were passing by and people were probably laughing at how stupid we were for wanting to get sick, but we didn’t care. All we knew is that I had you and you had me.
Single Ladies - Yes, I know I always have your backs no matter how fucked up things may be. You know when the time comes that everyrhing changes but still i have these girls at my back. You know when things aren't right but they were there to cheer you up. Yes, that's us and that's my girlfriends.
Those roadtrips that we had can never be replaced by some silly old issues. Coz girls just wanna have some fu-UHN!
Unbelievable. Yes, you. You are so Unbelievable. I can;t imagine myself fall inlov ed with you. I there is one thing that I regret in my life, it's sharing it with you for 8 months! :|
Vulnerable. There are times that I'm like this. Im sorry. I know, I'm weird.
When things are bound to end, all you got to do is to accept it. Everything happens for a reason and that is one of the things that i always keep in my mind and it makes me a stronger person!
X - I can't something about it but can I share soemthing? I've been doing this profile page of mine for 4 hours! haha. Beat that! :P
You belong with me -- Song for You. Yes You. You know who you are.
Zzzz - is it a sound of a bee? hahaha. Non sense! :P
Sunday, August 17, 2008
What just happened yesterday and i didn't got the chance to write in my blog? :)) YAHH, I was busy. I wrote only some but not exactly what happened to me. It started when I had a breakfast with my dad and some of my realtives in tagaytay. Yah, My mom is not around because she had work. So, after the suuuupeeerrrr YUMMY breakfast, we went to Carmona, in my cousins place because its FIESTA over there, we had our lunch there and stayed for some chit chat and watsoever! Then after that around 2:00pm we went home na, It was really a long trip. I listened to my Ipod and fate was playing with me again. First song, BOUT IT. hmmmm, it was a party song! So, i was like singing and singing and singing. then next song, "First time for Everything" It was like a song about a guy who finally moved on though its really pretty hard for him, so it made me realize that I should move on with my life with or without him. I smiled pa, like everything is okey. Like it's so easy for me though its never been hard like before. So, I said to myself "Kaya to" then the next song was "Love the way" SEE? Is fate really playing with me again. Memories started to take place, i remember the days when we were still together, holding hands and i feel like not letting go of him, hugging him so tight because i wouldn't see him during weekends. Those memories that really made me sigh and said to myself, "shit, Im not yet ready to let go." GAH! Im still hoping, unless he's the one that will formaly let me go, said to me in person that it's really over. Im scared that day will come and look who's not ready. geeeesh, enough muna. I dont want to cry :( so after the Roooooadtripp with my Family, we stayed @ Marden's Coffen Shop and it was really nice. It was my first time to go their and it was really cooooool and it's near! Bagong tambayan ko na yun pag may WiFi na! Sabi nila, they'll have it :) Anyways, after having their yummy "Devil's Food" we really went home. I'm starting not to feel well, then i got Online but I fell asleep then when i woke up, my mom is already here and said that I'm sick. Nilalagnat daw ako! I said, no it cant be, I still have panoram jamfest at night and it's Ordev-A accredited! Pinayagan ako, kasi i said it's super kailangan then on the other side MICHELLE is mad at me. I should go with them @ San Miguel by the bay last night but because of the plan that Im going to Panorama Jamfest, I didn't got the chance to go with them. She said that, i can have the ticket then let it sign somewhere just to have an accreditation for my ordev. I said, sayang naman ung binayaran ko and I wanna see what's the Jamfest all about and I want to Andi9 also. Then she said to me "Is that what you really want to see? or him? You know he doesn't love you anymore but you're still sticking yourself to him. Wake Up girl, this is reality calling you. No more dreams and Hopes! It will just break you more. Why cant you just accept that it's GAME OVER. He's done playing but you're still playing? It's like playing with a person then suddenly quits, then you still manage to continue what he left behind." GRABE! Ang sakit. SUPER, i was like "Shit! that's not the fucking reason behind why i went to that concert. Yah, I want to see him ofcourse but not like that." I said, If a friend can say that to me, I better be not frirnds with her anymore. I should have choooose good friends before. I thought she will understand me but not. Thanks! a picture taken @ the jamfest :) this is one of my favorite shot. i love it. more pictures from the jamfest here. So after the Jamfest, we went home. Then i took a taxi and saw my bestfriend's car @ Macapagal. I went down and stayed for a while. I was really amazed how they play this Drag Racing. I saw him race pa, but i saw some of his friends were drinking and i said to him "Please, dont drink. Mag drive ka pa pauwi. ihahatid mo pa ako diba?" Then he said, "lakas mo tlaga sakin" :) HAHA. I missed this kumag, he said to me. Ganto na lang ba ako, magpapakita pag broken hearted. Then we laughed lang! :)) I made kwento and stuff and he got angry because i dont take good care of myself daw. I always let people do that to me. He feels sorry for me, for what is happening to me. I felt saved for a while when i was with him. When we bid our goodbyes before i left his car he said to me. "Nandito naman ako palagi eh, ikaw lang tong nawawala. Wag mo masyadong itago sa sarili mo yang mga problema mo. Alam mo namang ayaw kitang nalulungkot. Please lang, wag mo hayaang gawin ng iba yan sayo." Then I said, Thanks Bes. I miss you. It was really a relief talking to someone that can make you smile at the end of the day. I tought it will really end up SAD. But, somehow. SOMEHOW. somehow, someone made me smile kahit for seconds lang basta its true thats all that matters.
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